September Blog

Be loud and let me hear your voice!! It is time to speak up and use our voices, it has been too long since we have not said exactly what we are thinking or need to speak up about. It is not healthy to keep it all inside, if not released the emotion gets stored in your body and this is what causes illness. Not only is speaking up great for your soul, but it is also great for the collective. Just like the saying, if one person speaks up, the rest will follow. Just like the last 4 years we only had a few people stand up at the start and by speak the truth now we have millions worldwide who are speaking up so never think you are alone when you express yourself. There may be 10 against you, however, you will always have 20 with you.

A few weeks ago, I had a massive black magic attack on me and my house, and it shocked me to the core. It caused me to run out of my home and was scared to go back as I was so heartbroken and not sure how to break the spell. Ok let me give you a background, 4 years ago when the world started its war on the people my mental health was not the best I was slowly falling into dark holes. At the time, it was hard for me to reach out to anyone with what I was personally going through, and I didn’t trust myself or anyone else. I have to say, the last 4 years have pushed me to become a different person and get my true self out to be seen, and I wouldn’t change it in any way!! Ok, back to the story. So I met a friend on one of the groups on Facebook which I joined at the time, I lost most of my friends and my family had kicked me out of the home for not following the narrative. So I joined a few groups I found on Facebook to find work as I was cleaning houses at the time and making new friends who shared similar views. I have made some great friends that I still have to this day. 🌞🦋

So how did I meet this special friend? She had booked me in for a house cleaning, which turned out to be a few jobs. As we built a relationship, she became a friends. We used to hang out and talk about my mental health. She is a trained counsellor, so she was happy to help me by listening and directing me on how to heal through these dark moments. Over time, we got to know each other and became good friends. Now, throughout the friendship, she would say things that didn’t make sense. However, I didn’t say anything as I just didn’t hear it or see it even though it would get me to question for a moment, but I gave her the benefit of the doubt.

However, there was one thing that she kept saying which over time again ignored but was starting to build up to the point I would have to say something. She had this habit of always trying to get me away from following my dream of being a shadow healer and wanting me to get a job as it would be more secure, very old-school way of thinking. I understand it has been a long and hard road to get to where I am now. However, I have kept following my heart no matter what I had to do in between, and I knew deep in my heart it would all work out. I am very proud of myself, I know she meant well. But its frustrating to not have the support that I would think my friend should give, no matter if they did not believe me. I wanted my friend to support me towards success, just as I want her to succeed in her business. Never have I told her to change her career, I definitely was her cheerleader and also offered heaps of shadow healing to help her unblock her way.

Fast-forward to a few weeks ago, she was it again, even tho now I am successful in my field and doing what I love. Yet she still had to say maybe I was not suitable to be a healer however chose another profession and something inside me had enough!! I had finally found my voice to speak up and this time I was going to say something, so I did. I expressed my feelings about her always trying to pin me down and not follow my heart and wanted to know what was her deal.

I didn’t hear anything all day and the next morning was here, as I was in my kitchen making some tea. I had already woken up feeling sick and had no interest in food. All I could keep down was water and tea. I then got dizzy and felt like I was going to faint. All of a sudden I see like lightening blots through the walls of the house like a grid was put on my house. I turned around, and she was standing in my lounge room, smirking at me. I freaked out and just ran out of my house and didn’t return for 2 hours after calling my girlfriend, which was my shock. Once returned home, I did all my rituals to break the spell and return to sender. I couldn’t believe my eyes and I couldn’t believe someone could be so evil, and that was all because I spoke up and expressed myself. My GOD!!

Since, I have cut her out of my life and returned any black magic that has been put onto me and my home over the years. Because I chose to speak up and say what I needed to say showed me her true colours. Without even thinking about it or solving it with her, I just blocked it out of my life and I hope to never see her again. However, it has lifted a whole level for me since then I have gained more clients, got paid for an event that was the biggest paid gig, and started a new course to add more to my skills and gift.

So do not underestimate the power of speaking up and expressing your true self as you do not know it can save your life and your energy. It may suck at the moment, it may break your heart, and they may react to what you have to say, as long as you decide for yourself, invest in yourself. You have done heaps of healing with our voice, and your throat chakra. Now it is time to use that voice, even if it’s shaky trust in yourself to speak up, as you never know what the consequences are if you stay quiet.

“The only way to find your voice is to use it”

Love, Carmela 🧙‍♂️👑