April Blog
Wow, guys, what a powerful and hard month we have had. It was full of retrogrades, full moons, and eclipses. What a great time to be alive!! I know it’s been hard, believe me, I went through the drenches with injuries and illness, but did you know when your body is going through illness of some kind? It’s the body’s way of purging out what energy, stress, and trauma have been stored in your body. Just as we purge with our mental and spiritual energy, our body also needs to get rid of it, and the way to do that is to purge through illness. So it’s not because you were outside with no jumper on a cold day, nor is it about sharing a drink with someone who was sick. When you get sick, it is Spirit’s way of getting your body to purge, it’s the way energy works to heal. Don’t you feel great after purging? I certainly do!!
As we are on the other end of all the purging, that allowed us to stop, rest, and purge. April is all about reflecting on your life, reflecting on what you have just gone through, reflecting on what has happened in the past, reflecting on where you have come from, and reflecting on how far you have come. It also includes reflecting on what your future goals will be.
When we come out of a deep shadow healing, no matter how hard it was, we always rise out of the ashes like a phoenix. It is now time to enjoy the new year, the new you. Well done, and give yourself a hug for sticking by your side and being brave enough to face your fears and traumas, by surrendering to spirit by allowing you to feel, heal, and reflect.
As we are still in the transitional stage coming out of the fire pit, take your time to give yourself self-love, do lots of grounding. You are not lazy, you are just tired and recovering, so don’t be hard on yourself. Instead, give yourself positive affirmations, like I am beautiful, I am strong, I am amazing to be able to survive what I have, I am loved. Whatever comes up, remind yourself that many people can not do what you do. I have many clients who say they would love to work with me for shadow healing. But when I go through what will arise in sessions and what is required between sessions, they seem to fall off the face of the earth. Why? That is because it sounds great to heal and get over trauma, but the reality of going through the emotions and pain to get to the other side is too much for most. So if you are someone who has chosen to do the work, to feel all the emotions, face your fears, no matter how much pain and uncomfortable you may be, and you’re always willing to grow. You are a minority of the population that is wealthy.
That’s right, you are wealthy in every way!! Now I’m not saying money-wise, yes, money is great, but it is not healing, it is not spirit, as this plant before humans was free for all. I don’t think dinosaurs paid to lived here. Money is greed and also happiness at the same time, based on a human system; however, you are wealthy from within, which the majority wish they could be. Most have chosen to stay in the poor man’s system. However, when you are wealthy, people start to hate on you; they send evil eyes and wish for your fall. Now, it’s not because you’re a bad person or that you’re not worthy because others said so, it’s because you have decided to be the light, you have decided to be worth and wealthy in all areas of your life. You may not have everything you have put your energy into; however, when it does, it will always be more and bigger than you have ever imagined.
When I started my journey, all I wanted was to have peace in my life. I wanted to be able to not be triggered by narcissists anymore, and I wanted to be able to stand in my power without fear. So I chose to understand the shadow, trauma, triggers, and how narcissists work. Never in my lifetime did I think I would be a healer specialising in narcissistic trauma, or even have my own business. I was happy just working and going on holidays every year. I did know tarot cards existed, but I had never had Reiki or gone to a sound healing. However, I started my journey with meditation and reading books 14 years ago. Now I have a successful multiple business which is still expanding. I have to pitch myself every day. I never thought I would have amazing, loving friends/ soul family who support me. Furthermore, I never thought I could stand in front of my abusive family and not get triggered, yet I can give them love. Doctors, when I go in regarding my back injury, when I do general well being tests, can’t believe I am so healthy, when they may have judged me because I am chubby. I have friends and family who are the same age already on lifetime medication and illness that will affect them for a long time, while I only take vitamins and drink herbal tea. I have my own home, a car, always have food. Furthermore, I look 30, even though I’m 42, I have great skin. Despite not having millions in my wallet or having a celebrity status, I am wealthy, and so are you.
How? You may ask, because I chose to heal from within, I did my shadow work, and I put my life into God’s hands. I have faith in all areas of my life, and that is why I love shadow work. My purpose is to guide others to do the same. So next time when you think you’re a failure, let me tell you that it may feel hard now, but once you get through to the other side, watch all your blessings coming through. This month is a great time to reflect.
“Reflection allows us to pause amidst the chaos, make sense of the past, and redirect our path forward with clarity.”
Love, Carmela Silver Empress 🧙♂️👑